Oh, glorious be pain at times

Its a painful moment in your life when you realise that all you thought you were depends on your following actions. That is to say that you have felt as it it were are right for you to be, have or do certain things, but then you wake up one day and notice after a while you sort of need to work in order to earn anything. I for one have always believed things to be true or a certain way until I finally learned that the truth is no longer true and that things may become lies with time. That is not to say that they never were true it just means that the truth is unreliable as it is, as most things are, changeable. It can be harsh but there is also power in the knowing and the believing less. It gives as sense of choice and control, I like to think, and takes away from things being the way they are and all of that. In the following essays or anecdotes or short stories (call them what you may) I will describes my many failings and successes and the lessons drawn from both. I will describe how dreams have both destroyed and made me. So if you feel like it, you may enjoy or may hate the experience of following my blog the next weeks.