The start

All beginnings are difficult, especially those that are new. New beginnings, they sound
so promising, so hopeful, but in fact they are the hardest. Mainly because you have to let go
of all the history, but need also to realize that looking foreword is not the answer.
It's important to try and live in the moment. That is the true meaning of a new beginning.

I have a hard time doing this because I'm over analytical and try to find connections in life. Sometimes
there are no connections, or hidden meanings. Sometimes things just are the way they are. And it doesn't
always have to be so mystical and meaningful. I think it's a valuable lesson to learn to appreciate things as they are.
To appreciate the beauty in things without thinking of the (possible) counter-sides.

So new beginnings are hard, but the good thing about them though is that everything is open. Everything
can be, in a way it has never been before. All you can do is hope that you get to enjoy them as much as you can,
before they are not new beginnings anymore, just things that are. Because even though we might a little scared of the unknown
it also excites us.